“ARE YOU OUT OF YOUR MIND? How do you think this is your towel? Do you even wash it? “No, I don’t wash the towel! The towel washes me. Who washes a towel?!” - “What am I going to do, wash the shower next?!”
i hope one day you are at peace with yourself. i hope you can take a shower without crying and you can close your eyes without thinking about your funeral. i hope one day you start singing in the shower again and are happy for no reason. i hope you get better, because you really deserve to.